Anxiety

Mōna

sweet mōna, sweet mōna;

how shall i court thee?

the sun knows when to rule;

Oh mistress divine

sweet mōna, sweet mōna;

how shall i find thee?

the wind turned springs fool;

Oh figure fine

Sweet mōna, sweet mōna;

how shall i want thee?

the dark amidst the jewel;

Oh lunar design

sweet mōna, sweet mōna;

how shall i call thee?

the keeper of time, Lord of misrule;

Oh mistress mine

Inspiration

“To be like a river that flows
silent through the night,
not fearing the darkness and
reflecting any stars high in the sky.

And if the sky is filled with clouds,
the clouds are water like the river, so
without remorse reflect them too”

-Manuel Bandeira

Counterfeit Calls

A figure, for what do you call?

Faceless, veiled heavy in light

Yet chiseled a spirit so clear.

Veering in the distance

Still, phantom he glares.

A figure, for why do you call?

Speaking, absorbed in the night

Pondering, haunting the stars.

Darken by each hidden step,

Pensive he taunts.

A figure, for how do you call?

An apparition, a dream

Which ghost do you see?

Each visitant occupying the night,

Clearing sights to reflect.

A figure, for when do you call?

I regret to see, for within the mirror he shall be?

Bright eyes, Red dyes, White skies

A gift? A curse?  Passion in itself is inspiring. The passion of a family member or a friend, can consume me, leading to the perspiration of lyric.  It’s only a matter of time before the pen floats to my fingers and runs through the lines.  I have to thank a friend for inspiring this one. You know who you are!

Bright eyes, Red dyes, White skies 

Peering back, bleeding a tear

A pressure, a thought, a feeling of fear

Seeking softly a place to hide

All alone, no one by my side

Feeling pain – anguish – rage

Dug a hole, climbed into the cage

Getting a taste, sipping defeat

My heart, slowly changing its beat

Following the thoughts of my mind

High-pitch notes being chimed

No longer could I stay awake

Kept my life held up at stake

Drinking it often, calming like tea

Docile, I sat under that tree

Thoughts and feelings became real

Not realizing, I sat behind the wheel

On this path I was bound

I once was lost but now I am found

Gone, melted like a blanket of snow

A world opportunity could follow

Here I lay in bed

Scripting all the things I have said

A car crash was in my past

No thoughts; it just happened so fast

Now a cell is where I stay

All my night and all my day

Those bright eyes I replay

In my mind her body lay